It's honestly quite expected of me, to start something with so much enthusiasm only to somewhat abandon it a while later, almost forgetting about it... I'm talking about this blog I'm meant to be maintaining. Ha.
If I had to attribute this to something, I would blame this on my ADHD brain and my currently hectic schedule because what??? is going on?? I am struggling to put into words what the past month and a half has been like but I guess I will try, because that's exactly the point of blogging- to put experiences into words, among other things.
Work has been hectic as usual, it's been agreement upon agreement, meeting upon meeting, non- stop appointments and deadlines just flying in my face. It's been an interesting time, trying to keep up with my schedule. I feel like I'm doing an ok job but as always, whatever I'm doing can be better. I think I may be the only person who thinks I'm doing a good job.. I'm not sure who may agree with me at this juncture but it helps to have a positive attitude at work I guess.
Aside from work, like every late 20- something (or someone who just doesn't know what they want from life) there hasn't been much going on aside from the hustle.
I'm trying to live my 2025, my 30th year in existence more thoughtfully and intentionally but I'm not quite sure that I'm able to achieve this. It hit me just the other day that we're already halfway thru the year. In the blink of an eye, we're now halfway through 2025 and before I know it I'll be actually 30. Not flirty, and definitely not thriving... Just, 30. Is this how I imagined myself ending this decade? Maybe not. But is where I am in life, something I resent? Not entirely, no, I don't think I can say so.
The past 6 months were somewhat fun- filled, and simultaneously stress- laden. But this seems to be the rhythm now days. I don't know what I can do to shift out of this rhythm but for now I guess I'll carry on and see where the hell life takes me.
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